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From Far Away I Important Poem I

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From far away




There are people who we consider friends
Pals, buddies, family, synonyms don't there ends
We're the invisible, they don't know we're there
Who's that affection and care?

One of them lost
Race of fame
As much as they're trying to get back
Sadly, they're already out of the game
Their human life is still going
And I wish them no more pain

I don't want to tell anyone what to do
What's darkness or light
Getting in their life like that
It's just not right

My feelings are not jealousy
Nor hate nor leading their way
The only feeling right now...
It's called "concern"

One thing is their "privicy"
Other thing is "fear"
What am I scared of?
If I'll can again from them hear

I didn't want to write any names
Because it's seems like I'm favorising one from another
But... Mark
You're my inspiration and my bother

Who did it?
Who reduced your fun?
To smooth walls, perfection
From a lot of candies to big single one

You say, you have time of your life
I really hope that's not lies
Something just seems wrong
It's not cool nor nice

You're trying to be better
From yellow, to orange, to red
It's hard to watch as
You're changing yourself instead

I smile when you're happy
I frown, when you're down
I hope I'm simply wrong
And this child's heart is still around

It seems different though
Little rocks may break the stone

I just don't want to see any of my friends going the same road
Because they might dissapear after somehow being slowed

There are fans like me out there
I see them sometimes
Breath in, out and keep our fingers crossed
Remember the song
Everything's alright
Hello my dear watchers. This is poem I wrote about the time of Febuary this year. After the livestream.

I and a lot of older fans started noticing that something changed. I don't know specifically what it is, but Mark changed.

Since I noticed that poem of mine sounds like I'm jealous or ungrateful, I needed to consider posting it.

It's not like I'm such a big person on the Internet that it would change something, but I just felt bad. I dunno.

Mark himself noticed it too. I'm talking about the video "I feel lost".

I'm talking about him as a friend because he is like our buddy that we play games with. All these times that he made our days better. Think about it.

Yet... if you look at his older videos, he seems to have more... fun?

Videos now are not bad, but they feels... fake?

And the livestreams are about... nothing? Did you see how low the number of people on livestreams are? The standard number was about 40k. Maybe 45 to 50 If the stream was funny or something weird was going on. Now It getting 20k. And lower.

I still laugh sometimes. I still have a pretty good time. But it's not the same.

He's not as happy as he was.

I don't care If I'll like the videos or not. It's fine.
But If he's not happy about what he's doing, then what's the point.

In "I feel lost" Mark said that we shouldn't be worried. But I'll always be there "far away". No matter if he knows me or not.

The person in the beggining isn't Mark. That's a big Youtuber that I always loved to watch, but his channel is pretty much dead. And I don't think that will change. Sadly. I think some of you heard about him.



Oh my. I rambled so much here. Heh. Nobody will read it anyway XD

If you did, thank you :)



PS. If you're Mark's fan you should know, why I put there that song.

If not, then click here. It's great song anyway. lol -> www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP-AAl…





I see you in next description. Buh bye...







La la la la  EDIT 2018 La la la la 

Huh, aaand I was right. Mark changed. This poem was made even before his hiatus in 2017, when he needed a break, 'cause he felt lost and unhappy. How he changed? For me, he's like a shadow of someone I felt could be a friend. I still like him though. Even... love him.
As I said in the poem, I hope I'm wrong. I hope he's happpy
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LadyArtist26's avatar
Wow, that's deep.